Onlioness

Blogging is most revealing of one's thoughts and perceptions. Fear of acceptance looms, but confidence sets in, although rather late.

Both the fear of acceptance and the resulting confidence carries over into being an online student, where there is no need to meet anyone face-to-face for any reason. Self-direction is a must, otherwise one might as well renounce Kaplan-ism, and maybe become a phoenix. The flexibility of the online environment has proven to depend on natural disasters, and a post dedicated to this topic lurks in the back-burner of my mind while I struggle with emotions linked to recent natural disasters.

Being part of a blog-o-sphere is a self-induced limiting experience. For now, my followers are school mates, who are, by default, held at arm's length. One day, I will feel free to share this log of my inmost feelings with my family and friends. Might it seem odd my nervousness stems from lack of confidence in writing style versus content? Until I feel my typed words invoke as much feeling and guided reaction as my piano notes, this blog will remain caged. Locked up in a unit assignment.